The Vessel

Why the Vessel?

Definition :

a: craft for traveling on water, now usually one larger than an ordinary rowboat; a ship or boat.

b : a person into whom some quality (as grace) is infused "a child of light, a true vessel of the Lord "— H. J. Laski

Well, this piece was designed for the Japan Tsunami Relief gala in DC. It is about transformation. Which I have done. I am the craft, I have traveled spiritually within and I am back. Also I must add, my true inspiration, was another great battle we are facing here for years in my view.

Currently, I am surrounded by victims of cancer. That darn CANCER. I hate the word. I am so very blessed not to have that journey to battle. Unfortunately, many people we know are. And though they do not need your pity, they sure need your love, compassion and empathy. They need your strength, and most of all support.

So through my own battles, I created this image. It is devoted to all that suffer. I was given a gift, an inspiration, through signs that I was lucky to see. If I didn't, my amazing daughter was right there to point them out to me or again, a bird to snap me out of it. This image is what I imagine that's what it must have felt to have not home, or hope w/all this darkness but then there is a little color somewhere. This is what the piece "The Vessel" is about.

We can not feel sorry for ourselves or others, we must take action. Now. Forget the past, live in the present and look forward w/acceptance of the future, with no regrets. Talk to one another from the heart, and return from the heart. Honestly, not expecting a gain.

I hope this little bird will inspire you to be someone's rainbow. Because as you know, what is at the end of the rainbow? Gold or better yet, new beginning. God taught us that. And if you don't believe in God, then watch Wizard of Oz, that rainbow rocks and I wanna go there. Don't you?

Faith, hope, empathy and best of all selfless love. Embrace it, and then give it away, it's totally free!

Make a difference today:
http://www.hanami-afterdark.org/

Hope and being human

Well, the last few weeks have been tough and an amazing lesson to me about human nature and the true world. I have been so sheltered the last few years I had forgotten the truth about business.

I know I've grown up alot and it has nothing to do with age, but I think now that I'm not all mommy these days I realize, I don't like the real world, and
shame on all of these people behaving badly. What is wrong with this world???? Everyone has only child syndrome and tantrums in the real business world and somehow they get away with it. Disturbing.

I treat people the way I hope to be treated and can't believe not everyone thinks this way. I give from the heart and not for the write off. Any more hearts left out there???

I am a shame of how we treat each other as human beings and wonder what planet we are on. What has happen to compassion and empathy? What happen to communication and it being seem as annoying? Anyhow, maybe I truly am in the wrong country because I hate the way I've seen people behave lately. I know what I don't want my kids to turn into and hope to teach them compassion and love and empathy for others.

Lately I've had some deep thinking and feel no anger. I have had a break through. And for now on I have a voice. I have been so accommodating to everyone I've know ever, from my parents to the lady that ignored me when I said excuse me. Well, no more. And I even got married to my first husband, so I wouldn't hurt his feelings and let anyone down. I had lied to myself. And it was a truly painful lesson that I've never spoken about. I thank that rainbow bird for showing me the way. I can't believe that being kind to others and treating them as human beings would ever seem as a weakness. That being friendly would seem as being weird or a flirt if the speaking to the opposite sex. I have been call a boyfriend stealer, for being nice, for being a friend. I have often been misunderstood. And I always apologize, even when I know I am not wrong. It's the polite thing to do. But also again, putting myself aside and last.

I will give voice to those who don't speak up. Whether through my art or my actions. And hope that people will change. And I hope that my art will be some kinda of inspiration to those suffering and in pain. I am grateful for what I am experiencing cuz it has made me a better human being. So be compassionate to your neighbor and show empathy to a stranger. We're all humans.

http://www.hanami-afterdark.org/index.php

Rainbows and Birds=hope.

Well, I haven't been on my blog in a while. It's be a rough patch for me. But with all the bad, has come some great. I'm didn't get the snapfish account to design cards for them, that's okay, moved on to bigger things. An amazing chance to curate the show of my dreams with my idols and colleagues I respect and honor.

How? Well, after being at this Annie's awards , good friend invited us to. I was reminded of one thing I truly am passionate about. I meant the nicest guy who reminded me, what I was good at, and it's getting people together with talent, and a voice. I always said I'd open a gallery to showcase theses voices and let the public appreciated. Well, the universe has blessed me w/the ultimate show and where? In DC. How can get it any better? Well, meeting Michelle Obama and having dinner w/the family.. but maybe reaching a bit high.

Along with that comes speed bumps, I hit a few challenges that have taught me a lot about egos, divas, you name it. Its a shame. But I realize hey, I'm actually a nice girl w/humble needs. I'd be my friend. Just don't piss me off but I'm not a bad human being. I have realized how much I really have grown up. And well, thank goodness, because there are alot of selfish folks out there who can't appreciate the gifts they are given. They can't just stop loving themselves and massaging their egos. Wow, they are out there for real.

Anyhow. I am happier for it. I will stay in touch, my two feet grounded on earth and not let any of this fun project get to my head, if I get snobby, slap me down to reality. I beg you.

Best of all its my roots that keep me grounded but reaching high. It's the prejudice I've received and experienced that make me want to prove, don't tell me I can't do it. So were there is a will (and its what got me through ArtCenter) there is a way. Don't let anyone tell you any different!!! EVER. Remember that.

Learn more about the show and the great talent involved. http://www.hanami-afterdark.org I thank my pal Mr. S.D for giving trusting wings to fly with this amazing opportunity and feel so blessed to have you in my life, thank you.

We Send Love to you humans

Happy Valentine's Day!

Next to Christmas and Halloween it is one of my favorite holidays. It's not all the romance and the commercial stuff, but rather a chance to
photograph my kids and make a cute card to share. Along with making treats for the them to pass around to classmates. I love decorating and especially giving. I enjoy and cherish it. Truly, I live for this day. Every year look forward to how will I top it?

Well, sadly I couldn't set up a photo shoot for the kiddos this year. Just didn't have the time or the energy to do it. But I found this cute photo I took last fall and thought well, why not? I am going to do a "do" over Valentine shoot as soon as I have the strength. So don't be surprised to see one in the middle of March or whatever. My daughter now calls people "humans" and it's funny. So we send love you humans.

May you be surrounded by fun, chocolate and lots of love. Happy Valentine's Day.

6 degrees

We're on the road to something big. I can't talk about it yet but soon to be announced. In my research and collecting of what this next project is, I realize how much we are all connected. There really are only 6 degrees of separation. And Fb is a big part of this discovery. Of course being an artist/designer we are all going to run into in someway or another but it's bigger then that.

Six degrees of separation refers to the idea that everyone is on average approximately six steps away, by way of introduction, from any other person on Earth, so that a chain of, "a friend of a friend" statements can be made, on average, to connect any two people in six steps or fewer.




I have found that all I've experience in my career,
the what I thought were "dead ends," all the little contacts I've made over the years has led me to my career taking off and my dream coming true. I was indeed setting the stage. And now the lights are about to go one and it will all come together. What the heck am I talking about huh?
More to be unraveled, but it has been an amazing 2 wks and although I've been a bit handicapped w/my recovery. It has been the best thing ever to focus by force. Which is what has lead me to this moment, this open door. Such a tease huh? Oh yes I can be.
But my heart is on fire with extreme passion and it is fantastic what will come out of it for everyone to enjoy.

Baby Steps

Well I guess recovery takes time. I don't have it. I have stuff to do, things to create, little ones to take care of, a husband to help. I think after being semi handicapped by my meds and condition Daniel is really seeing how much I do just w/Sabrina's school. Anyhow, I have been having quite an adventure just in my dreams. They are so vivid. And folks this was happening before my new meds. The sound in my dreams are mystical. I hope one day I can capture them in all their bliss.

Anyhow, the point of this section is an update and thought I'd share some of my teamwork designs. I'm still seeing rainbows and found out it means a new beginning and the bird is a symbol of awareness, trippy huh? Well for me it is.

Long before meeting Dan my work was dark, as I grew up I see its gotten more whimsical and simpler. I love what we are doing or do together.

I met Daniel at Disney while at an animal drawing workshop at the studio. I not only thought he was handsome but pretty talented. We became great buddies. Eventually we couldn't deny our attraction and fell even deeper in love. As pals, we've created some fun characters and amazing ideas. He takes my work to a fun and magical level. He is my ying to my yang.

It's amazing how well we get along. He's my best friend, my buddy. Best part it's a partnership its not a competition, Who could ask for more? And we're very much in love w/two kids that just keep inspiring us. I am always excited to see what Daniel does w/my idea or sketch.

Pure Schier (cheer) teamwork rocks!!!

What's next?

I survived my surgery. And at first felt it should be not talked about or made a big deal. It really wasn't a major thing at all but I am having a slower recovery then I am willing to accept. Unfortunately, my kids have seen me at my worst. Sadly to me, they have been passed around like yo-yo's. Although I know it was necessary, I didn't like it. I am not one to ask for help.
One day, I want them to be able to read this and understand that it is nothing they had done. But rather mommy has to heal.

This blog was suppose to be a little promotion, a validation. Now seating here really thinking about gratitude and my blessings. I began to think, well, truthfully, I was accepting my mortality. And what if, what if I don't get good news. I really do want my 2 amazing nuggets of love to know I wasn't just "mom" I had talent, I had aspirations, I was going to leave my mark. Perhaps a small one, but dang it, I am not just a Mexican girl who paid too much for an amazing art school, I should be bragging about, just to be at home washing dishes and changing diapers, and picking up littlest petshop toys that have heads too big for their little legs.

I had dreams and I will make them happen.

Today, I had a good scare. I am fine, I will see tomorrow and the next day and the end of 2012. I just over did it too soon and well, my body shut down. Soooo frustrating. I'm going to hate being old and immobile. But I need to write this rather then just think about it anymore.

After Annie Belle's death, I've seen rainbows, actually my daughter, Sabrina, finds them everywhere and so do I lately. A strange one in my living room, we don't know from what but it was gorgeous. And with this rainbow appears a little bird. A very colorful bird soon after. What's it mean? Heck, I don't know. But I am going to paint it and devote it to Annie Belle.

This here,well, is not my piece, I wish...but it is the little bird that is taunting me.. either in images or a similar one at my window. It is I found out is a roller bird. What's it doing in Santa Clarita? Well, these lilac breasted ones, are mostly in South Africa. But there is a little purple bird that comes to visit us very similar and I still need to find out what it is. Soon as I figure out the symbolism, it will be created. Perhaps this won't be painted this month but it's coming. Stay toon for more.
ARRIBA! Arriba!